BLUR

There's something hazy in my head,
I can't remember what I've said
Seems I've left them far behind
I've crossed some borders in my mind

Can't keep track of the days
My mind so lost in the haze
All the rest is such a blur

Tell me where do I fit in
Tell me where why and when
I've grown so cold now I can't feel
Would someone tell me if this is real

Can't keep track of the days
Still so lost in the haze
And all the rest is such a blur

Can't keep track of the days
Still so lost in the haze
And all the rest is such a blur
LOSING YOU

Should I just get in my car, a thousand miles to where you are
it feels I'm changing everyday now,
Keep my eyes on the western sky, feels so good to be this high
after being low for so long

Can't we leave the past behind, be together in our own time
maybe if we give it just one last try

I just want to be with you, doing the things we used to do
Like drinking coffee in the rain,
Baby I'm so in love with you, and the silly things you do,
But it feels like I'm losing you

Sorry for all the things I said, so much bullshit in my head
I never really meant to hurt you,
I feel I'm really not myself, i put your heart upon the shelf,
But can't you hear me crying now
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REWIND

Don't ask me why
Don't ask me to try and justify
Things we've said
Things going on inside my head

It just takes time, a little time
A little time to figure out
This mind of mine
And all its pressures

Won't you believe me when I say
There's something inside I can't explain
All I need is this precious time
To close my eyes and just rewind

Don't say goodbye
Give me a chance to really try
To fix some things
To lick my wounds and mend your wings

You'll see in time
The pain I caused could be left behind
I can't forget
Everything you ever said

Won't you believe me when I say
There's something inside I can't explain
All I need is this precious time
To close my eyes and just rewind
SILVER BLUE

Looking out across the ocean
A shooting star across the sky
Silver moon off blue reflections
Lucid visions in my mind's eye

Nothing lasts forever
Nothing is as it seems
Truth lies within
There's freedom in our dreams

A crystal rain falls down upon me
City lights come into view
I feel this place is so familiar
All I see is silver blue

Nothing lasts forever
Nothing is as it seems
Truth lies within
There's freedom in our dreams
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing is as it seems
The truth lies within
There's freedom in our dreams

Hop a plane in your direction
A few more hours and I'm with you
Soaring through some cirrus clouds now
And all I see is silver blue

Nothing lasts forever
Nothing is as it seems
The truth lies within
There's freedom in our dreams
SHADOWS

When you're not here
The shadows talk to me
They tellme things
Things I don't need to hear

I try and fight
These visions in my head
They burn my eyes
Swallowing up the light

Who are you to say these things
Who are you to ask me
Who are you to say these things
Then ask me why

The place I am
The loneliness fills my lungs
So hard to breathe
No longer can see the sun

I try to fly from this world
Another point of view
These questions burn inside me
No answers it seems in sight

Who are you to say these things
Who are you to ask me
Who are you to say these things
Then ask me why

Who are you to say these things
Who are you to ask me
Who are you to say these things
Then ask me why
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LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND

I know you think I'm wastin' time
But that's how it seems when you're chasin' dreams
I know you want what's best for me
How can I make you see this is really me

I don't want a lecture now
And don't try to change my mind
I got this mental picture of how
I'm gonna leave it, leave it all behind

I didn't mean to disappoint you
But what can I do, tihs ain't about you, . . . no
I try so hard to find my way
So don't turn your back on me, why can't you just believe

I don't want a lecture now
And don't try to change my mind
I got this mental picture of how
I'm gonna leave it, leave it all behind

I feel I've been this way forever
And I've known nothing else
And when these earthly ties are severed
I'll be holding on, I'll still be holding on

I don't want a lecture now
And don't try to change my mind
I got this mental picture of how
I'm gonna leave it, leave it all behind

I don't want a lecture now
And don't try to change my mind
I got this mental picture of how
I'm gonna leave it, leave it all behind
ROMEO'S LAMENT

I have lived here for a thousand years
I can see the blood trails from the massacre
They had come when the moon was full
I could see the fires burning in the fields

And there's nothing I can do about it
And there's nothing I could ever say
And there's something and it's all around us
And there's something in our way

I can see the river turning red
And as darkness falls soldiers morn the dead
Now this senseless deed born of hate and greed
Overshadows the land wiping out their seed

And there's nothing I can do about it
And there's nothing I could ever say
And there's something and it's all around us
And there's something in our way

Three times now I've tried
To take away my own life
And though I know my hands were tied
So much guilt still lives inside

I still try to close my eyes each night
I can hear their cries in my restless dreams
They had come when the moon was full
I could see the fires burning in the fields